
oh, world of screens
of water snatchers
of robot plague doctors
you don’t understand
what golden light does

oh, world of screens
of water snatchers
of robot plague doctors
you don’t understand
what golden light does

and when i crested the hill, i found the resonant moon birthing through a cloud canal. its hips wiggled bit by bit through a thickness trying to hold it back, like too-tight bands or pocketed joints or air made sticky by consumption. i watched its indecision battle compulsion and felt moved by its need to light. astute wind arrived with seven geese, who rang out alarm, calling dead grasses to attention, and stirred leaves within my chest. oh, broken pendulum. cracked stone. pillar leaning toward earth. allow affection to consume me, moonlight to penetrate aggrieved bones, until all upon the hill moves as one, a lunatic motion of worship for all the ways we ache to live another day.
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my mother turned 70
and took up canning,
a fun hobby to fill
her retirement time.
she proudly delivered
a box to me—jams and
salsa, and sauce. colored
love trapped in hard
glass with golden tops.
“you should get bags
of rice and beans too,
every week,” she said,
touching my hand.
in case.
in case.
my mother turned 70
and took up canning
because she’s worried
we won’t have enough.

robot man grabs my hand
tells me not to worry.
here’s a new sky, new water,
screens on every baby.
no worries, no worries,
robot man is here.
you are not required.

fading starflower
draped in cobwebs
show me gradation
slinking magic
how weathering feels
like gentle warfare
pulling jasmine
sinew and string
pliable by stone
over running light
arching wind
fetch me transition
falling toward sun
wild stems
bound to follow

stir me with wind
gathering like storms
setting water droplets
upon air, like breath.
call me beetle bright
oil slick remembered
momentarily still.
i’m nothing words
and all the words
and you’re still here.
gather me in a basket
to set upon a table
and i’ll sing for you.

i’m a shadow witch
pinned to pavement
perpetually sweeping
where others freely walk.
made of uneven gravel,
i hide twisting stone
roots, withering debris,
and buried love. i’m afraid
of forgetting your sky,
nestled clouds, how eyes
shine through fog. i’m
a nervous dog barking
behind a fence, a coyote
chasing grassy shadows.
i’m a worm wiggling
toward fresh rain
hoping i’ll be
understood.
*80/100: For the next 100 days, I’ll be writing and posting a poem every day. All photos are mine.

cobalt time capsule
french darling of mine
bring me grandmother’s youth
her dab behind the ear
fresh moonlight caught
a lover in a felt hat
call me darling, dove
baby, oh baby
books tucked into leather
heels on wet cobblestones
descending into dark blue
bottle me the sweetness
of starting over again